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...look what I figured out to do!

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.....also, no one wants to be in Gloria's head, ever. It's bad enough I have to live with it. I would only wish someone a trip through my head if a I wished the immese pain and insanity (not the good kind).

My mind last night:
-Throwing stuff solves rage! *throws remotes, cell phone, pen, watch, and brush at door, contemplates throwing glass*
-Lucid moment, takes glass into kitchen as not to throw it.
-Grr... There needs to be IM etiquette. You don't just leave someone in the middle of a phone or real life conversation, do you!?
-Ow, pain.
-...I'm gonna be alone senior year, mostly.
-Some strange mantra I was chanting in my head last night I can't quite remember.
-Cosplay as who? Nyah... @____@!
-Fuck homework. Fuck Ms Horan. Fuck Bitch on Wheels. I hope they burn.

Glad my mind is a lot clearer now. ...not by much.

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Yeah, I should stop listening to sad music, Sarah McLachlan earlier was a bad idea. My music is mostly love sap and I'm not in the mood for hyper. So it's love sap. Hormones suck for one thing and so do boys. And I just wish that camp hadn't ended when I was making progress. I swear if he were to call me back (pffft, yeah right) I'd ask him. Not a date but as friends or something... Maybe homecoming dance? Dancing and talking to him was really comfortable made me really happy and that's all I really want... I left a message, but you know when do boys I know EVER look at their voice mail? 'Cept DJ but that's 'cause he's actually considerate. (or waiting for bitch to call, >>;;)

Fanfic writing is now which is my away of avoiding reality. Who needs reality, really? It's just not as fun as what I have going on in my head.

...yeah, I sound crazy but whatever. I want that boy, dammit! ...so I don't fall back on a boy who may be 'free' of his girlfriend, his heart ain't free of the bitch and I don't think it ever will be. So shameless flirting out of boredom, anyone? There are no boys for my shameless flirting. Not any I'd WANT to flirt with. Whatever.

*avoids homework, again*