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Apr. 12th, 2007 08:10 pmI don't think before I act and I have paranoia oozing out of me. I hate school for stressing me out and then myself for fucking over one of my friends because I don't think first. He doesn't even care I fucked him over. YELL AT ME DAMMIT! I DESERVE IT!
Why the hell do you people talk to me? I'm not a useful person. I don't make sense and I'm childish. I'm so fucked up I don't even know who I really am so why do you people still talk to me!? I DON'T GET IT!
...I get so stressed that I make myself physically sick and I won't cry when I've needed to tonight and it's just gonna cause a breakdown tomorrow or I'm gonna lash out at people. Why can't school just end already...? Most of them won't stay my friends if I don't see 'em so just let it end.
Why the hell do you people talk to me? I'm not a useful person. I don't make sense and I'm childish. I'm so fucked up I don't even know who I really am so why do you people still talk to me!? I DON'T GET IT!
...I get so stressed that I make myself physically sick and I won't cry when I've needed to tonight and it's just gonna cause a breakdown tomorrow or I'm gonna lash out at people. Why can't school just end already...? Most of them won't stay my friends if I don't see 'em so just let it end.
