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shinyglorchanI feel like I'm just whining tonight, but I have my period, so my emotions are shot to fuck...
I've looked over my schedule this week, and I'm pretty sure the only way I could win NaNo with this week fucking me over would be if I weren't over 12k words behind. I...really wanted to finish this. I know I can do 50k. I'm sure if you added up my NaNo and all my RP logs, I'd have 50k by the end of the month. It's just really frustrating.
Okay, also, I skipped Italian class last week, so I shouldn't skip again because of apathy and how bored I know I'll be. Not doing the presentation. Fuck it, I can present in December. The fucker didn't really give me a due date, so he can fucking wait.
Tuesday's my day off, but I'm sure something will fuck that up. I work Wednesday 5pm-9:30pm. Then you know Thanksgiving, and I really don't like my family. I don't really want to deal with them. At least I can't get bitched at for not having a job.
Then Friday and Saturday, I have my first 8 hour shifts for a job ever. 3pm-11pm on Friday and 10am-6pm on Saturday. Which means I cannot stay up late on Friday. That's gonna be fucking with my sleep schedule. >_<;;
So yeah. NaNo won't get finished. I'm kinda upset about this. ...actually trying not to cry, and I blame my motherfucking bleeding vagina for that. >_<;;
EDIT: I need to not go on DevArt when I'm depressed. It doesn't help. It only reminds me I can't draw anymore. I used to be good, but fuck if I know where that talent went. Best if I go to bed now. ;-;
I've looked over my schedule this week, and I'm pretty sure the only way I could win NaNo with this week fucking me over would be if I weren't over 12k words behind. I...really wanted to finish this. I know I can do 50k. I'm sure if you added up my NaNo and all my RP logs, I'd have 50k by the end of the month. It's just really frustrating.
Okay, also, I skipped Italian class last week, so I shouldn't skip again because of apathy and how bored I know I'll be. Not doing the presentation. Fuck it, I can present in December. The fucker didn't really give me a due date, so he can fucking wait.
Tuesday's my day off, but I'm sure something will fuck that up. I work Wednesday 5pm-9:30pm. Then you know Thanksgiving, and I really don't like my family. I don't really want to deal with them. At least I can't get bitched at for not having a job.
Then Friday and Saturday, I have my first 8 hour shifts for a job ever. 3pm-11pm on Friday and 10am-6pm on Saturday. Which means I cannot stay up late on Friday. That's gonna be fucking with my sleep schedule. >_<;;
So yeah. NaNo won't get finished. I'm kinda upset about this. ...actually trying not to cry, and I blame my motherfucking bleeding vagina for that. >_<;;
EDIT: I need to not go on DevArt when I'm depressed. It doesn't help. It only reminds me I can't draw anymore. I used to be good, but fuck if I know where that talent went. Best if I go to bed now. ;-;
