I'm an idiot
Aug. 14th, 2006 07:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shinyglorchanBut you all already knew that. I should have taken a math class this year... I suck at math and remember nothing and I want to take the SATs. I never got riled up about SATs before but now I am. Holy fuck, I'm never getting into college.
...I knew this week was too good to be true. I have to angst over something if it's not a boy then it has to be my grades how horribly lazy I am and how hard I'm going to fail in the really world.
What brought all this on? SAT board website re-emailing me my information. And the fact I don't remember any math. The English part sticks because I actually like to write but now that I think about it, essays murder me! ARGH! Geometry was a waste of time last year; I needed REAL math and a REAL teacher that could control her class...
Also, anyone know where I can download Microsoft Office so I can do my damn Tech Apps assignment? I need Power Point and Excel and all the stuff that comes with Office that I had which expired...
...fuck, I'm going to be angsting all day and for 30 minutes at camp I'm left alone in my thoughts. That's never a good thing. And why do I waste my mom money on art that I'm not even going to use in college? I'm just a fucking idiot.
Anyone help me learn Pre-Cal on my own? ;-;! Not like I don't have free time, I get out at 6th period until the second semester.
Roster:
1st Art 4 - Ms Tella
2nd Theology 4 - Ms Wigoff
Homeroom 207 - Woulda Been Cunningham *fumes*
3rd English 4 - Ms Ventresca
4th Health - Ms Nadwodny
4th Phy Ed - Ms Nadwodny
5th Lunch
6th Ceramics 2 - Ms Tella
6th Sculpture 2 - Ms Tella
7th Early Dismissal 1st Semester and A C E days 2nd.
7th Video Production B D days
No 8th Period.
No one has my lunch. I'm alone, so far. I have lunch with Liebig. Damn Karma. This is what I get for being a horrible person.
...now I have a bad feeling about the rest of the week... I'll talk to Kimi-chan, hope she can help. I hate my fucking insecurities rearing their ugly heads when I'm finally pretty happy. I also don't appreciate people who are my friends just don't want to hear while I rant about me being happy. She wanted to know the Tyler situation then she said fuck it so I hung up. To hell with her. She doesn't wanna hear that I'm happy? I'm just fine with that.
...random but, find me a way to The Lion King at the Academy and I'll love you forever...
Yup, when I'm angry ranting, I type/spell better. What the fuck.
...I knew this week was too good to be true. I have to angst over something if it's not a boy then it has to be my grades how horribly lazy I am and how hard I'm going to fail in the really world.
What brought all this on? SAT board website re-emailing me my information. And the fact I don't remember any math. The English part sticks because I actually like to write but now that I think about it, essays murder me! ARGH! Geometry was a waste of time last year; I needed REAL math and a REAL teacher that could control her class...
Also, anyone know where I can download Microsoft Office so I can do my damn Tech Apps assignment? I need Power Point and Excel and all the stuff that comes with Office that I had which expired...
...fuck, I'm going to be angsting all day and for 30 minutes at camp I'm left alone in my thoughts. That's never a good thing. And why do I waste my mom money on art that I'm not even going to use in college? I'm just a fucking idiot.
Anyone help me learn Pre-Cal on my own? ;-;! Not like I don't have free time, I get out at 6th period until the second semester.
Roster:
1st Art 4 - Ms Tella
2nd Theology 4 - Ms Wigoff
Homeroom 207 - Woulda Been Cunningham *fumes*
3rd English 4 - Ms Ventresca
4th Health - Ms Nadwodny
4th Phy Ed - Ms Nadwodny
5th Lunch
6th Ceramics 2 - Ms Tella
6th Sculpture 2 - Ms Tella
7th Early Dismissal 1st Semester and A C E days 2nd.
7th Video Production B D days
No 8th Period.
No one has my lunch. I'm alone, so far. I have lunch with Liebig. Damn Karma. This is what I get for being a horrible person.
...now I have a bad feeling about the rest of the week... I'll talk to Kimi-chan, hope she can help. I hate my fucking insecurities rearing their ugly heads when I'm finally pretty happy. I also don't appreciate people who are my friends just don't want to hear while I rant about me being happy. She wanted to know the Tyler situation then she said fuck it so I hung up. To hell with her. She doesn't wanna hear that I'm happy? I'm just fine with that.
...random but, find me a way to The Lion King at the Academy and I'll love you forever...
Yup, when I'm angry ranting, I type/spell better. What the fuck.
