Ugh

[shinyglorchan]

My stomach was acting up last night. Wonderful. Which means, I'm recovering from feeling shitty last night, and fuck if I wanna eat anything. Argh, and I was so productive yesterday! I even took some dishes outta the dishwasher and washed the ones in the sink! I don't do chores because I'm a spoiled little bitch. This is just very fucking annoying because I don't feel like doing anything today, but I really need to be make my room presentable for when Bek comes over tomorrow.

...except, we've only texted a few times in the past two weeks, and none of that was really real life relevant. No phone calls, she's been too busy for them. Yeah, that gives me the feeling this weekend isn't going to happen, and I just really don't want to go to the trouble of cleaning my room for no reason.

I would text her to ask if this weekend is still a go, but I'm afraid of the answer. *sigh* Though, I've learned not to get my hopes up for any friends. ...or usually, anyway. Whenever I have a new friend, I get my hopes up, but I've known Bek for over a year, so she doesn't classify as new anymore.

I miss her. D: Hell, I miss my art bitch too, but missing them solves absolutely nothing. I give up for now.

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[tamerlane.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. ;; I hope things go well for you and, er, you don't keep feeling shitty, obviously! :)